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    November 24

    life

    Ok...
    It's time to update stories about my life
    After I missed out on the contract job at Vantec as an interpreter, I was wandering around.. myself and the internet in fact.. haha
    Then I was thinking of going for a second master in Thailand while I'm waiting for PhD next year. Well, that can be an option.
     
    So I didn't really do much for my life. I accepted a web project and started working on it since yesterday, find that my ability wasn't that great so I felt a bit down as always.. haha. Anyway, I will continue do it my way, as much as I can..
     
    Yesterday I also bought another PSII ~ because my brother took the old one to his dorm and I didn't get to play... hu hu hu ~ now I can play  and finish FFX-2 and start on FFXII ^___________^
     
    Also heard from my MSc mates that the results are out! and I also got a distinction !!! >< still couldn't believe it... have to wait till I got an official score by post or heard from Angela. By that time Phil was laughing at me when I asked him about aiming for a distinction! still couldn't believe myself!
     
    So that's about all..... 
    November 20

    When I'm thinking of you...

    kimi wo omou toki (when I'm thinking of you) 
     
    君を想うとき
     
    歌手:TOKIO
    作詞:渡辺なつみ
    作曲:渡辺未来
     
    愛なんて言葉 くすぐったくて
    The word "love" is so embarassed
    คำว่ารักน่ะมันช่างน่าอาย

    鳴らしてやめた 夜更けの電話
    The phone ring that goes on then off during late night
    เสียงโทรศัพท์ที่ดังขึ้นแล้วดับไปในกลางดึก

    「友達のまま…」いつか言ったけど
    "Be friends like this..." I've said most of the time but
    เป็นเพื่อนกันแบบนี้ ผมพูดมันบ่อยๆก็จริง..แต่

    心は 動き出していた
    My heart is pounding off
    หัวใจมันเต้นออกมา
     
    会えない夜が増えるたび
    The nights that we can't meet are increasing
    ขณะที่คืนที่พวกเราไม่ได้พบกันมันเพิ่มขึ้นเรื่อยๆ

    近くなる微笑みが 胸を包む
    The smiling face that comes close to me, I hold it to my heart
    รอยยิ้มนั่นที่เข้ามาใกล้ผม จะกอดมันไว้กับหัวใจ

    ありふれた言い方かもしれない
    This saying might be too common
    คำพูดนี้อาจจะธรรมดาไปหน่อย

    また君を泣かすかもしれない
    Or I might make you cry again
    หรืออาจจะทำให้เธอร้องไห้อีกก็ได้

    だけど変わらず 守り続けるよ
    But as always, I will protect you
    แต่ก็เหมือนทุกครั้ง ผมจะปกป้องคุณต่อไป
     
    Yes,Two of us Yes,We can fall in love
    Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh
    Please please only True Romance
     
    もしも2人あの日 出逢わなければ
    If that day we didn't met
    ถ้าหากว่าในวันนั้น พวกเราไม่ได้พบกันล่ะก็

    どんな今を 過ごしていただろう
    How would we spend time of now then?
    พวกเราจะมี ปัจจุบัน ที่เป็นแบบไหนกันนะ

    同じように 飾らない気持ちで
    Would it be the same feeling without any covering
    จะเป็นความรู้สึกบริสุทธิ์อย่างนี้เหมือนเดิมหรือเปล่า

    夢や悩み 打ち明けたろうか
    Would it be the dream or distress that appear
    จะเป็นความฝันหรือความโหดร้ายกันนะ
     
    ささいな嘘もつくだろう
    Just a slight lie, of course I've made
    แค่คำโกหกเล็กน้อยน่ะ ผมเองก็พูด

    でも君を想っている どんな時も
    But when I'm thinking of you.. anytime
    แต่เวลานึกถึงเธอ ไม่ว่าเวลาไหนก็ตาม
     
    抱えきれない明日があるなら
    Even though there's tomorrow that we can't hold through
    ในขณะที่วันพรุ่งนี้นั้นช่างดูยิ่งใหญ่ เราอาจจะรับมันไม่ไหว

    思うまま今日を 歩けばいい
    I'll just thinking like today walking like this
    แต่ผมจะคิดแบบวันนี้ แล้วเดินต่อไป

    そう きっとうまくは言えないけど
    Yes I can't say it so well but..
    ใช่ ผมพูดไม่เก่งนักหรอก แต่

    Yes,I love you 嘘ジャないさ
    Yes I love you, this is not a lie
    รักคุณนะ ไม่ได้โกหกด้วย
     
    -風の日には風を (Get Together)
    Let's be wrapped by the wind
    ในวันที่ลมพัดแรง

    抱いたらいいさ-
    In the windy day
    ก็ให้ลมมันห่อหุ้มตัวเอาไว้
     
    ありふれた言い方かもしれない
    This saying might be too common
    คำพูดนี้อาจจะธรรมดาไปหน่อย

    また君を泣かすかもしれない
    Or I might make you cry again
    หรืออาจจะทำให้เธอร้องไห้อีกก็ได้

    だけど変わらず 守り続けるよ
    But as always, I will protect you
    แต่ก็เหมือนทุกครั้ง ผมจะปกป้องคุณต่อไป
     
    Yes,Two of us Yes,We can fall in love
     
    蒼く輝くこの星に生まれ 僕たちは出逢い
    Let stop at this sparkling blue star, we meet each other
    หยุดอยู่ที่ดวงดาวสีน้ำเงินที่ส่องประกายนี้ พวกเราได้พบกัน
     
    ここにいるよ
    I'll be here
    ผมจะอยู่ที่นี่

    そう きっとうまくは言えないけど
    Yes I can't say it so well but..
    ใช่ ผมพูดไม่เก่งนักหรอก แต่

    Yes,I love you 嘘ジャないさ
    Yes I love you, this is not a lie
    รักคุณนะ ไม่ได้โกหกด้วย

    Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh
    Please please only True Romance
    I'm lovin' you…
    Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh Woo Yeh yeh yeh yeh
    Please please only True Romance
    I'm lovin' you…

    This song was one of my best favorite (forever)... haha Since 1999... By TOKIO
    It's probably only one slow song by TOKIO that hits the J-Pop that much.. (correct me if I'm wrong)
    In fact I've already translated this song long time ago in Diary Hub.. but F*CK that website, my old data is all gone ><
    Anyway, enjoy the music..
    November 15

    Say Yes

    SAY YES - CHAGE & ASKA

     
    余計な物など無いよね
    yokei na mono nado naiyone
    it's not unnecessary thing or anything right?
    มันไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ไม่จำเป็นหรอกนะใช่ไหม
     
    すべてが君と僕との愛の構えさ
    subete ga kimi to boku no ai no kamae sa
    It's all you and my love's posture
    ทั้งหมดนั่นคือรูปแบบความรักของคุณกับผม

    少しくらいの嘘やワガママも
    sugoshi kurai no uso ya wagamama mo
    Even though it's covered with a little bit lie or selfishness
    ถึงแม้ว่ามันจะมีคำโกหกหรือความเอาแต่ใจบ้างนิดหน่อย
     
    まるで僕をためすような 恋人のフレイズになる
    maru de boku wo tamesu youna koibito no fureizu ninaru
    After all, it's just a phrase of judging me as a boyfriend
    แต่สุดท้าย มันก็แค่ช่วงเวลาที่คุณตัดสินผมในฐานะแฟน

    このままふたりで夢をそろえて
    kono mama futari de yume wo sorouete
    Would you like to arrange our dream together, as it is
    อยากจะสานฝันด้วยกัน ต่อจากนี้ แบบนี้ ต่อไปไหม

    何げなく暮らさないか
    nanigenaku kurasanai ka
    how about living together?
    อยู่ด้วยกันไหมล่ะ
     
    愛には愛で感じ合おうよ
    aini wa aide kanji aou yo
    Let's feel love together
    มารู้สึกถึงความรักด้วยกันเถอะ

    硝子ケースに並ばないように
    garasu ke-su ni narabanai youni
    Like a scattering glass case
    เหมือนกับแก้วที่มันไม่เรียงกัน
     
    何度も言うよ 残さず言うよ
    nando moiu yo nokosazu iu yo
    I'll say it no matter how many time, say until there's nothing left to say
    ผมจะพูด ไม่ว่าจะอีกกี่ครั้ง จะพูดจนกว่าไม่เหลืออะไรให้พูดอีก
     
    君があふれてる
    kimi ga afureteru
    you complete me
    คุณเติมเต็มให้ผม

    言葉は心を越えない
    kotoba ha kokoro wo koenai
    Just words can't go through the heart
    แค่คำพูดน่ะ มันส่งไม่ผ่านถึงหัวใจหรอก

    とても伝えたがるけど 心に勝てない
    totemo tsutaeta garukedo kokoro ni katenai
    Even though I really want to say to you, but it can't win my heart
    ถึงแม้จะมีสิ่งที่อยากบอกคุณมาก แต่มันสู้หัวใจไม่ได้
     
    君に逢いたくて 逢えなくて 寂しい夜
    kimi ni aitakute aenakute sabishii yoru
    I miss you miss you, on the lonely night
    ผมคิดถึงคุณ คิดถึง... ในคืนที่เงียบเหงา
     
    星の屋根に守られて 恋人の切なさ知った
    hoshi no yame ni mamorarete koibito no setsunasa shitta
    The midnight stars cover me, I understand the importance of lover
    ดวงดาวพร่างพราวกลางค่ำคืน ทำให้ผมเข้าใจความหมายของคนรัก
     
    このままふたりで朝を迎えて
    konomama futari de asa wo mukaete
    Would you like to follow the morning together, just like this
    คุณอยากจะไปด้วยกันถึงพรุ่งนี้เช้าแบบนี้หรือเปล่า
     
    いつまでも暮らさないか
    itsumade mo kurasanai ka
    how about living together, until forever?
    มาอยู่ด้วยกันตลอดไปไหม
     
    愛には愛で感じ合おうよ
    ai ni ha ai de kanji aou yo
    Let's feel love together
    มารู้สึกถึงความรักด้วยกันเถอะ

    恋の手触り消えないように
    koi no tesawari kienai you ni
    As if the touch of love will not disappear
    ราวกับว่าความรู้สึกรักจะไม่จางหาย
     
    何度も言うよ 君は確かに
    nando mo iu yo kimi ha tashikani
    I'll say it no matter how many time, to make sure that
    ผมจะพูด ไม่ว่าจะอีกกี่ครั้ง เพื่อให้มั่นใจว่า
     
    僕を愛してる
    boku wo aishiteru
    You love me
    คุณรักผม
     
    迷わずに SAY YES 迷わずに
    mayowazu ni SAY YES mayowazu ni
    not to hesitate, SAY YES, never hesitate
    อย่าได้ลังเลเลย SAY YES สิ อย่าลังเล
     
    愛には愛で感じ合おうよ
    ai ni ha ai de kanji aou yo
    Let's feel love together
    มารู้สึกถึงความรักด้วยกันเถอะ

    恋の手触り消えないように
    koi no tezawari kienai you ni
    As if the touch of love will not disappear
    ราวกับว่าความรู้สึกรักจะไม่จางหาย
     
    何度も言うよ 君は確かに
    nando mo iu yo kimi ha tashikani
    I'll say it no matter how many time, to make sure that
    ผมจะพูด ไม่ว่าจะอีกกี่ครั้ง เพื่อให้มั่นใจว่า

    僕を愛してる
    boku wo aishiteru
    You love me
    คุณรักผม
     

     
    This song was quite popular during the movie 101回目のプロポーズ (The 101st Proposal) was on air during Summer of 1991, It's also ranked in top ten of 100 Love songs forever by Music Station. I think the meaning is quite cute so I translate it into English and Thai.
     
     
    Please let me know if anyone want me to translate any more Japanese song :)
    November 11

    14 sai no haha

    Recently I've been watching and awed by this season's Japanese serie called "14 sai no haha"
     
    It's the drama story about a 14 year old girl who fell in love with her senpai (senior). Despite the warmth of her family, she accidentally got pregnant with her boyfriend. In fact they were only got far away by the emotion and romantic feeling under the moonlight. Normally if a 14 year old girl got pregnant the parent would be devastated and then do the abortion, due to their immature state of becoming mother to a child. However, this story is a bit different that the girl herself want to give birth to the child. Not because she loves him that much (because after all, he couldn't really do anything to help her and was quite quiet all along) but merely because she want to see the child. She wants to have the same moment that her mom had when gave birth to her. Everyone around her turns into enemy after that decision. Including her parents and friends...
     
    Then, the parent eventually understand (since they were quite a warm family) and support her... now I'm so impressed by the words that come out from her little brother, a 8 years old boy... he was saying this after he knows that her big sis got pregnant and decide to keep the child
     
     教えてよ、俺わからないんだろ 姉ちゃんに文句言ってもいいのか
    人を殺したんならばかやろうと怒れるんけどさあ 人が生まれてくるんでしょう?
    どう考えたらいいか、んと
    Please tell me, I really don't know what to do, should I be angry or scold to my big sis
    If she go kill someone, of course I'll scold her off... but she is going to give a life to someone right?
    What should I think then...
     
    OMG!!! what a line!!!
    haha
     
    I'm impressed
    November 09

    flashback

    Busy life....
     
    Give me back my free time
     
    ><*
     
    Before I come back to Thailand, my life was pretty much a day pass with nothing.. well, being in Bath means that my goal was to study and study, so there was nothing else to do. Not that I didn't want to, I just didn't have time to do (Can you believe it? I didn't even have time to walk out of my room to get out of the building ><) no, all of that was just an excuse.. the fact was that I didn't want to!
     
    Then I thought to myself, if I come back, I'd have quite a lot of time watching all the movies that I collect during my studies... reading all those books I bought while they were on sale, building a couple of nice homepage depending on my personal interest... maybe better to coop with fansub group to do some subtitle for RAW anime or drama (Japanese)... So many things that I though I WOULD be able to do here.
     
    Now look at what I've done, a month has passed by since my coming back. Nothing above was completed nor even started. I lost most of the time travelling with family, talking, catching up a year that was gone... worst than that, the waiting for reply e-mail from Waseda Uni and the preparation for job interview ><
     
    No no.........................................
     
    If only I could turn the clock back... what would I do..
    (nothing) T_T
     
    So that's my life pretty much now... Tomorrow I got a job interview and the next week will be quite filled with job interviews... plus there's a client want me to build a database system for web project. Ok, I just have to try to manage my time and my mind then...
     
    Even this busy stage, flashbacks of the life in Msc Lab still come back to me quite often.
    I still remember the faces... voices, tones while we were all working all night long doing that group project (building of the airline reservation system using Oberon-2 : computer language that probably only University of Bath is using and teaching), cussing along the works till it finish.
     
    Excerps from conversation in the lab at the night before groupwork deadline (3.00 AM)
     
    G: "Hey guys, we got a problem, we forget to declare ... as .... !!"
    M: "Oh my GOD............F*CK that.. I don't give a S*IT anymore....I'm tired"
    D: "But isn't that's a requirement, don't u see it here?"
    M: "Oh just f*cking screw it....... "
    M: "We all gonna fail anyway... who care now"
    D: "Yeah, let's ditch it and go back home! I'm starving!"
    D: "Allright... let's go get some air"
    G: "................"
    G: "But what're we gonna do with....?"
    M: "Oh shut up! just tell Claire to F*CK off" (Ps: Dr. Claire is the department director) 
    All : Hahahahaha
     
    (-"-)
     
    I miss you, CS guys!!!!
     
     
     
    November 07

    November....

    So many things happen during the past week
    Should I list it like the last time? ok... (just reply to myself since I found out that my viewership rate fell down so much T_T)
     
    • Halloween day.. I did nothing but stayed home with family, watching some movies and go to bed as usual :)
    • Thursday (2 Nov)... Interpreter job (JP-TH) at Conrad hotel, was quite fun, it's like a Sake exhibition & commercial seminar kind of feeling. Met so many people in this line of work and be friends with some :) So glad I finally found something to do other than staying home waiting for e-mail from professors from Japan. Although it was only one day work, quite an opportunity for me to revive my Japanese after being sucked in for a whole year (for better or worst, it was then that I realized my speaking ability lowered down so much T_T)
    • Oh yeah, lastest news... got informal acceptance from a supervisor in Waseda Uni, although with some comments that I am a bit too young + low in computing (image processing) experience (in fact, I have NO experience in Image processing ><), he finally told the word I was longing for...
    • But I still waiting for another response from another supervisor ><
    • Still need to do research plan and submit as soon as possible... I was planning to write it by Monday but no... it's Monday today
    • Sunday (5 Nov)... Homecoming party, Ok I have no idea what it's called but it's like a celebrating of New house + inviting some monks to pray for the happiness in the family blah blah.. Standing all day talking to visitors.. was quite fun because we set up most of the party ourselves this time. Given a feeling like music in the garden hee hee, with a buffet area under all those trees.
    • Monday (6 Nov)...Translation test at Bongkoch Publishing, no comment on this yet because I just submitted it today... don't really hope on it that much though because I was distracted by mosquitos all the way, so I ended up not even look at the answer again before handling in. In the afternoon I went to a seminar about Thai economic in the future at Imperial Queen's Park, then slipped out because of some phone calls during the seminar. Another resume request company, so tomorrow I'll have to go for an interview now.. hopefully it's gonna be ok.
    • After the talk with that company, I get back into the seminar with totally blank in the head, then decided to slipped out forever to grab some cake with my dad lol... 
    • In the evening, went up to the golden mountain temple (really dunno the English word for it). It was stormed with people!!!! >< But hey, that's the feeling of Thai's Matsuri... was quite fun although I ended up didn't really take that much pictures (of the views)