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July 26 Time fliesIt's been a while..!
Dissertation Life : so so... everyday little progress, still programming stage.. wanna start on write up but seems like my software isn't cool enough yet.. >< the other people's projects are just way too difficult, comparing to mine..
Love Life : no progress nor dragging down... with my bf it's like a stable stage something, I guess.. lol
My Life : everyday passes by like flying, been engaged in a lot of shopping activity lately, eat a lot as usual despite it's summer, mood change depend on temperature degree at current location.. lol PS: I just made Ice Tea!! hopefully it's good
Movie Life : just finished Hero, a great j-drama at all time acted by Kimutaku (Kimura Takuya), obsessed in J-TV program called "Hanikami" and been watching a lot of SMAP related video lately.. (influence from the completion of watching Busu Koi j-drama that has Goro Inagaki as a hero in it >< he is irresistable!)
Diet : no progress, seems like the more I want to diet, the more I feel hungry in the middle of the night... by the way, my favorite food at the mo are Mark&Spencer's Zesty Lemon Cheesecake and Muller's Blueberry Cheesecake Yoghurt!
Future Plan : changed!, although I will still be going to Japan, now thinking of different university now..hmmm nice nice.. )
Fun Life : Finally plan to go backpacking in Switzerland and so much looking forward to that! in the middle of Dissertation period though.. :p
Music Life : Been downloading so many musics.... finally got lastest album of SMAP... Hooray!
So that's the summary of my life, pretty much.. needless to say more.. but anyway, today I met my friend, we had a chat and lunch together, it's been so long time since last meet... this make me think of the time, how fast it flies...
Isn't it flying too fast?
Future really come too soon, I haven't yet prepare!
Yes, I haven't prepared for my future yet, now I'm almost done with my degree, here comes the hardest time in my life , Again! I have to decide what to do next... ah.. I wish I can just stay in the line of life, someone just decide it for me... how great would that be to get away of the responsible of my own choice...
This has been quite a bother to me since the last 2 days... maybe I can't just make a sharp decision like my boyfriend always tell me... >< I just don't want to hold the responsibility of feeling sorry for myself after picking the wrong thing... or the wrong path.. Please somebody just give me order of what to do.. (am I strange? yes I think I am, at this point)
But then, in the middle of one night, After every stress was break out, my dad quietly say that...
"You must walk your life as it was destined"
Yes I know, but how would I know if I'm walking that line?
"Yes you are, you are destined to be here, to do what you are doing now"
But what if.... that time I chose a different path, it wouldn't be the current me here!
"Well, that's a different path...but because you are destined to this path, you have to go with it"
Ok.....
So, does that mean that, whatever I am going to choose, it was destined already? long long time ago before I was born... maybe my whole life is merely written in a book, just like a biography of a girl...
She has made up so many choice, but at the end.. she chose....
Allright, somebody just give me the next line of that book then, what were I suppose to do after finishing master degree?
hee hee....
maybe it's all written down.. somewhere in the future July 16 1 Litre of TearsFor the past 3-4 months, I've been involved in watching so much of j-drama. Until now, I've watched more than 10 series, and all of them had bring me through laughs and tears, with different impression when it ends. A serie that I'm about to talk about and introduce in this blog is "1 Litre of Tears" 1 Litre of tears is just a japanese serie that is based on the real story of a girl "Aya" , who happens to have a serious and uncurable disease called "spinocerebellar degeneration" that occur to take effect to her when she just started her high school year (age 15). The disease has changed her life, fate, thoughts and even the guts to live. However, because of all supports she received from her family and specialized doctor, she became one strong girl who decided to fought with the disease and pass on her hopes until the end. Aya has been keeping her diary ever since the first day of the disease acknowledgement, each page describes her real feeling and how the real patient would feel, at the same time it gived hope to the living ordinary people as well as patients of this diseases later on. Her diary was published and was a best seller in Japan, unfortunately after her death. In fact, all of the reviews say that you will definitely cry so much when you watch this serie, surprisingly, I did cry but not a lot as I expected. There's so many excerps from her diary that this seris actually emphasized on, one of my favorite is " いいじゃないか 転んだって、また起きればいいんだから" This is Aya's saying after Aya decides to change her favorite highschool (Higashi kou) to the disability school, after considering so many burden she has caused to her friends (at the time she couldn't walk properly due to the disease developed itself) On the day that she told everyone at the school that she would transfer to disability school, all of her classmates ran after her and sang "3 gatsu 9 ka" to her (this song was used in her first year while she was a class leader and a conducter class music competition) I personally like this song so much so again, I translated it. In case you want to know how it's like, please click on PV link below. (Noted that the current music that is playing on my space environment is not related to this song, that music is Yoshiki's piano "Without You") 3 Gatsu 9 Ka PV Excerp from the serie (1 Litre of Tears) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_mdWBYRRWE Music Video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ls8R66DpxI
July 14 Dear Woman : SMAPI'm not being lazy..!! It takes me 2 hours to translate the song and make the colour coding plus labelling each member of the band to the lyrics... So please take a look, will be quite good if u watch the video along. I am always their fans as well. **Too bad MSN Space doesn't allow embed video player, please take a look at the PV of Dear Woman at Dear Woman : SMAP 君がどんなに否定しても 本当だから揺るがない 君の美しさが 僕らの前だけで咲いている WELCOME ようこそ日本へ 君が今ここにいること |
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